Trapped Outside

If you do not see me,

I shall be free of any concern,

To go on the way I want,

Be who I am.

There will be no fear in the mind,

No pressure, no jealousy in the heart,

For I do not have to worry,

Your acceptance and judgment.

How I wish you never see me,

I am tired of your eyesight,

I am sick of your blather,

I hate to have to appear aloof.

For you are many, I am the odd,

But it is not your fault,

It is me, because I am the stranger.

I should not have been here.

But it is unfair that you condemn me,

I am just trapped outside.

If I may turn back the clock,

I would have done it long time ago.

For I could not make myself unseen,

Allow me to erase your memory,

Return you a renewed one,

As I was never there.