Strange…it is my birthday today, and I am going to spend the evening all by myself, yet, there is a sense of relief, so much light and easy feeling inside of me.
I am not sure of why is this happening to me. I believe it is a good sign, though.
Two days ago, I was a little shocked when you told me you are going back home the day after tomorrow---the day before my birthday! However, my mind immediately took it positive. After second thought, I was grateful that you did so. Deep in my heart, I am convinced and so much assured that I have made the right decision. This is not the first time you broke my heart. I am now just double assured of who I am to you, thank God for all the clues, although it has taken too long for me to realize and awaken to.
Maybe God has heard my cries. I am nobody but just a friend…you are never the reason I should stay. I can leave with full peace of mind, no guilt, and never regret it! In fact, I am looking forward...
At last, after years of struggle, provoked by desperation and inspired by misery, I have found my way out.
Friend comes and goes. I have nothing to lose, as you too.
Maybe I am destined to a road less travelled, but I am walking it with full hope and enthusiasm, for it is still better then not travelling at all…cheers to the mysterious future.
